“Blythe, come here” I said sternly grabbing onto her little hand.
“No” she whined falling out right where she was.
“Peyton, let the girl live” Chris said picking her up, and babying her like he always does.
“I just don’t want her to hurt herself, Chris” I said with a sigh, sitting on a nearby bench as I watched her run full speed towards a swing set.
Blythe recently turned 2 years old. She’s my pride and my joy, my little sunshine.
I gave birth to her in October of 2010, and ever since that day, Chris and I both have strived to be the best parents we could be.
After a few months of being pregnant I got used to it and actually started to kind of like it. Soon as that happened, it seemed like it was time to give birth. Crazy right?
“Babe, go over there and make sure she doesn’t fall or anything” I said pointing to her.
“She’s fine” he said kissing my forehead “Her big cousin will be here any minute to make sure nothing happens to her”
“Speaking of the devil” I said, a smile taking over my face.
“MJ, slow down” I said to him as he ran off.
“Okay” he replied and did as I said. He’s really been good about that since I haven’t really been able to run after him like I used to.
“Slow down before you hurt yourself, fatty” Ty said with a chuckle, but that quickly subsided after that glare I shot him.
“Shut the fuck up” I gritted, but quickly but on a smile at the sight of that bench Peyton and Chris were sitting on.
I planted my hands on the bench first then lowered my body down onto the bench. I was all out of breath.
“Hey fat mama” Peyton said rubbing my stomach.
“Pey, I can’t take another fat joke” I said looking at her with sad eyes.
“I was talking about this lil lady” She said.
“Oh” I said and breathed a sigh of relief “This baby got me wore out”
“Yeah, I know the feeling” she said shaking her head.
This is my second pregnancy, this time it’s a little girl. MJ’s almost 4 now, and he’s really excited about it and so is Ty.
Unknowingly I caught myself staring and adjusting the ring on my left ring finger before just resting my hands on my lap.
“Ready to get married tomorrow?” Chris asked.
“Yes” I squealed “Ready to get remarried tomorrow?”
“Yes, of course” he said giving Peyton a passionate kiss.
I looked over and gave Ty a ‘why can’t we ever be like that look’
“What?” he asked cocking his eyebrow.
“Nothing” I said pushing my big ass up off of the bench and walking toward the kids.
I felt like I wanted to cry. I love Ty’s basic ass but shit, I wish he would do cute things to me, with me and for me too.
“Hi Blythe” I said bending down to her level.
“Hi auntie” she said wrapping her little arms around me; I swear she’s like the sweetest little thing.
“What are you doing?” I asked her, just to see what she would say, the stuff that comes out of her mouth sometimes.
“Playing with MJ” she replied simply “We’re playing tag”
“Oh okay” I said “Well gimme a kiss and I’ll leave you alone”
She gave me a kiss on the cheek and ran back over to MJ.
“Got dammit” I heard her yell, just as I was walking away. I had to sit down I was laughing so hard. That’s nobody but Chris’ ratchet ass, Peyton would never curse in front of her.
I wiped the tears from my eyes from laughing and huffed before I tried to get up. A month in a half and I’ll be skinny again, I can’t wait.
“You need help?” I heard Ty’s voice say, I rolled my eyes at him.
“No” I said lifting myself up.
“Yes you do” he said grabbing both of my hands and pulling me up effortlessly.
“Thanks” I said dryly, trying to wipe the dirt and stuff from my butt.
“What’s wrong with you now?” he asked with a sigh.
I could feel tears welling up in my eyes “You never do anything nice for me” I whined.
“Morgan…” he trailed off “Stop crying”
“Shut up” I yelled; now I’m mad that he’s coming over here telling me what to do.
“Okay” he replied simply.
“Are you mad at me?” I asked as he was helping me off this little playground.
“No Morgan” he said with a chuckle “All these emotions man”
“I know” I said with a smile “All this is your fault”
“I don’t care, I can’t wait until my baby girl gets here” he said rubbing my belly.
“Me either” I said with a sigh.
It’s been 2 years since everything went down at the wedding. After we left there we packed all our stuff up and went to Jamaica with the honeymoon tickets.
Everything’s been almost perfect since then. I’ve been doing everything in my power to keep from messing things up and clearly I’ve been doing good because Morgan’s 7 and half months pregnant.
Tomorrow is the day that I take her hand in marriage. If Chris can do it, I can. He hasn’t been complaining so I guess it’s not that bad. I’m pretty sure Morgan is the girl I wanna be with forever.
Since Blythe was born I feel like I’m a changed man. That little girl is my life. She’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, of course a spitting image of me, and acts just like me.
Tomorrow is the day Peyton and I renew our vows. We’ve been going two years strong. I thank God every day for her. Tomorrow is going to be perfect.
“I look fat” I said looking in the mirror and saying this for about the millionth time.
“You’re pregnant” Peyton yelled.
“But still” I said with a pout, sitting down in a nearby chair.
I was completely ready. I had my dress on, hair done, nails done, me being the complainer I am decided to do everything early for everyone else’s sake.
“Peyton hurry up, I can’t take too much more of these shoes” I said rubbing my foot. It was a process putting them on, and I’ll be damned if I take them off.
“I’m almost done, one more curl” she replied.
I turned and watched as the lady doing her hair finished her last curl and let it drop freely to her shoulders.
“You’re all finished hun” the lady said with a big smile.
Peyton turned around making sure to let her curls fly all over the place.
“How do I look” she said twirling around.
“Good” I said walking over to her.
“Thanks” she said, grabbing my hand, “Now let’s go”
I started getting butterflies as soon as we walked out of the door, after all these years Chris still has that effect on me. I found myself gripping Morgan’s hand extra hard.
“Damn Peyton” she said shaking out of my grip. “Sorry, Lord”
“Sorry” I said embarrassedly “I’m nervous”
“Why?” she asked “You’re already married, I should be the nervous one”
“You’re not nervous?” I asked her.
“Hell no” she shot back quickly “I’m ready to get this over with, so we can eat”
“Figures” I mumbled.
“Shut up” she said hitting me in the arm.
“Ladies are you ready?” the wedding planner said clasping her hands together.
“Yes ma’am” we replied in unison.
Here goes nothing….
When Morgan walked through those double doors she looked stunning. Her make-up was beautiful; the dress fit her perfectly, and made her little belly look cute.
Right now my stomach was doing back flips. This is it. I’m getting married, I’m gonna be officially off the market, forever. I was nervous earlier now I’m anxious; I’m ready to make her my wife.
The preacher started….
“You may now kiss the bride” he said, I wasted no time planting my lips on hers. It was a long passionate kiss, we were interrupted by the clearing of throats.
“Damn man, she’s already pregnant” Chris whispered with a chuckle.
“Shut up” she said punching in him the arm.
“Ahh” he said grabbing his arms.
“You’re a buffoon, proceed sir” Peyton said to the preacher.
After we the ceremony was over we wasted no time going to the reception. Morgan and I were already discussing the food we picked out for it.
“Thank God” I said grabbing Peyton’s hand as I exited the limo.
We waited for Ty and Morgan to get out which seemed like forever since Morgan’s pregnant ass moves in slow motion.
Peyton and I walked in first with Ty and Morgan close behind us. “Congrats” everybody in the room yelled in unison.
“Thank you” I said with a wave.
I have a surprise for Peyton and Morgan, but I gotta eat first. I made small talk with some people but quickly made my way to the food table.
“Damn, this is good” I mumbled with a mouth full of food.
“Slow down, Chris, its not going anywhere” I heard a familiar voice say.
“Christi, shut up” I said pulling her in a side hug “Where is Chamb?”
“Over there” she pointed, and I saw him playing with MJ and Blythe.
“Oh” I replied, making sure to give her a good view of the food in my mouth.
“Ew” she said pushing me gently.
“Girl, you act like you ain’t never seen food before” I said with a chuckle.
“Chris, you’re a child” she said joining in with me.
After everybody ate and stuff, it was time for the best part, the dancing. The DJ called Chris and I, and Ty and Morgan to the floor.
“C’mon boo” I said grabbing Chris’ hand with a cheesy smile on my face.
Chris returned an even cheesier smile and we started to dance. He wrapped his hands around my waist, and I had mine wrapped around his neck and we just danced to the beat.
“I love you” Chris whispered, kissing my neck softly.
“I love you too” I said holding him tighter.
I honestly can’t see myself without Chris anymore. He’s the love of my life. He came into my life bringing me nothing but joy. He’s everything I need, him and Blythe.
“Come ere’ Blythe” I said reaching my hand out for her. She wasted no time wiggling out of momma’s grip and running to me.
I let go of Chris and grabbed one of her hands, and Chris grabbed the other, and we started dancing with her. She definitely gets Chris’ talent with this, because for a two year old she can dance.
“Awwww” everybody cooed at her.
Pretty soon the song was over, and everybody got on the dance floor.
“Man I’m tired” I said plopping down in a nearby chair, and kicking off the heels I had on.
“Get up, baby” Ty said pulling me up by my arms.
“No” I groaned.
He sat down, and pulled me down on top of him.
“I’m too heavy for this” I said trying to wiggle out of his grip.
“No you’re not” he said tucking his face in the crook of my neck.
“I can’t wait to have another one of your big headed babies” I said with a small smile.
“They get the head from you” he said back smartly.
“Shut up” I said smacking the back of his head.
I was about to say something else when I heard Chris’ voice come through the microphone.
“Uhm” he said clearing his throat “Hi everyone”
“Hi” everybody said back in unison.
“I wrote a song for this special occasion, and I wanted to share it with yall” he started “Is that alright?”
“Damn right” somebody from the crowd yelled, I’m pretty sure it was Paige.
“I wrote this when I was on tour a few years ago, just so you know”, “Okay” Chris said with a chuckle, signaling for the band to start playing the song.
“I’m starin’ at the clock, it’s a quarter to three, I’m tossin’ in my bed, cause I just can’t sleep” he started.
“Awwww” I said looking up at Ty, by this time we were standing up, and he had his hands around my torso as best as he could.
The entire time Chris was singing his eyes never left mine. I wanted to run up to him, and kiss him, but that could wait til the end of the song.
“All those games we used to play now seem so lame to me, what I’m coming down with is new to me, all I know is that you’re the cure, because I’ve been diagnosed with love”
I had the jitters the whole time he was singing. All kinds of things were running through my mind. From the time we first met, to the club that night, to getting raped, to him cheating, and it all was worth it. I love Chris with everything in me, and he’s the one I know I wanna be with for the rest of my life. Now I can’t wait to tell him that.
Soon as he stepped foot off of that stage, I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around him, hanging on to him for dear life. I really didn’t want to let go, but he pulled back from me.
“I’m guessing you loved the song?” he asked, already knowing the answer.
“Of course” I said wrapping my arms around him again, and kissing his cheek over and over again.
“I love you Peyton” he said kissing my lips.
“I love you too Chris” I said with a big smile “I never ever wanna lose you, ever, no matter what we go through I’ll always love and be there for you”
“Same here boo” he said making a goofy face. He loves to ruin a sentimental moment.
I gotta admit that song Chris wrote Peyton was real nice. The whole time Morgan was “aww’ing”, now it’s Peyton turn to be “aww’ing”. Of course with the help of Chris I came up with this idea.
I unlatched arms from around Morgan, and started to the stage.
“Babe, where you going?” she pouted.
“You’ll see” I said with a smile.
I went on stage, and tried to last minute rehearse what I planned to say, but failed miserably. Shit. I guess I just have to say it from the heart.
“Wassup everybody” I said with a smile. They replied, and I went on.
“First off, I wanna thank everyone for coming to witness me get married to my beautiful wife Morgan” I looked over and saw her blushing.
“I planned to say something all romantic, but I can’t remember anything, I’m nervous” I said with a nervous chuckle.
“I never get this way, not even at my shows, Morgan’s turned a nigga soft” I said as everyone laughing “Anyway”
“I just wanna say I love you Morgan, so much. I thank you for staying with me after all that bullshit I put you through, any other person would’ve left me in the dust. And for that I love you so, so much, I can’t say it enough” Everybody aww’d in the audience.
“So MJ, and I have something to give to you” On cue MJ came with the key in hand, handing it to Morgan.
“What’s this for?” She asked with a mushing her eyebrows together.
I grabbed her hand and led her outside to the beach, and everybody else came out too.
I screamed so loud it probably scared the baby. In front of me was a beautiful two story beach house.
“Oh my God, no” I said covering my mouth “This is ours?”
“Yes” he replied.
“You’re lying” I said now crying and burying my face in his neck.
“I bet you that key will open that door” he said taunting me.
Everyone watched as I put the key in the door, and it opened.
“Thank you” I kept repeating as I kissed his face all over.
“You deserve it” he said with a smile “I love you”
“We love you more baby” I said rubbing my belly.
He smiled and picked me up, spinning me in the air. How his scrawny ass managed to pick me up? I don’t know.
Everybody mumbled their “awww’s” and headed back to the building leaving just us there.
“Why so close to the hotel?” I asked “Not complaining at all, but why?”
“So if you have one of your pregnant tantrums, me and MJ can just leave” he said with a straight face.
“Shut up” I said hitting him in the chest “I never left you, so don’t leave me”
“I won’t” he said flashing his ring “I’m stuck with you”
“You damn sure are” I said pecking his lips “Especially since we have two now”
“Yeah, I wish my baby girl was here to witness that” he said rubbing my belly. Right when he did that she kicked so hard, making me wince.
“You felt that?” he asked me, like a dummy.
“Naw” I said back sarcastically.
“She’s a daddy’s girl already” he said with a smirk.
“Yeah, yeah” I mumbled as we walked hand in hand back to the building.
Everything I went through with Michael was worth it. I have everything I’ve ever wanted since I was a child, somebody who loves me. Even though it was a process, I’m glad I went through it. If I hadn’t I would’ve probably been either divorced and bitter or in an unhappy marriage.
I guess like Chris said… I’ve been Diagnosed with Love.
I paced for what seemed like the millionth time around my dressing room. I stopped for a while and just stared in the dressing room mirror at the person I have let myself become. I let it go on for too long and I still have no solution to this problem. I ask myself, why doubt someone who loves you for someone who constantly plays with your heart?
Over 200 people are here expecting me to marry a man that I am not in love with. They look at me and see the fake smile that I have had plastered on my face for days upon days. In their eyes they see a girl who has moved on from a relationship that produced a kid and is ready to give herself to another. They don’t see the girl who has had nights when she could pull her hair out because the thought of giving her love away to a man other than the one she loves is sickening.
Reapplying my make up for the 5th time in the last hour because I yet again let my emotions take over my mind.
“Happy tears!?” my wedding planner Grace said entering my room.
I gave her a fake smile to prevent having to lie in her face after she’s been so good to me, planning this last minute wedding and all.
“Everything looks about right, guests are already arriving.” she said excitedly “Is there anything I can get you?”
“No thank you, I appreciate everything that you have done it means so much to me, but could you please not allow anyone else in the room until it’s time for me to put my dress on?” I said to her with a smile.
“Yes ma’am, call me if you need me” she said leaving the room.
I breathed a sigh of relief and sat down in a nearby chair. I processed everything in my mind and I know exactly what I’m going to do.
“Oh my God, you look so good” Peyton said stepping back and looking at me in my dress.
I only allowed her to be in the room with me to help with my dress. Besides she would not settle for the idea of anyone else being in the room with me while she sat and waited for the wedding to start.
I must admit this dress did show off my shape. My hair was perfectly curled and pinned up, complementing my eye makeup.
“Thank you love” I said with a small smile on my face.
“Don’t worry everything is going to be alright. I checked on MJ and he is with my asshole of a boyfriend” she said making us both bust out in laughter “But yeah, he is with Chris in the other room being a little entertainer to them all” she said placing her arms on my shoulders for comfort.
“Okay” I said feeling a little better with the thought of MJ on my mind.
“5 more minutes, ladies lets lineup” I heard Grace yell from outside the door.
We lined up by the door Peyton gave me a peck on the cheek and quickly got back to her spot in line.
The music started to play and the doors leading outside started to open. One by one I watched from my flower girl to Peyton to my last bridesmaid walk out.
I took a deep breath as the song ‘Here Comes the Bride’ played through the speakers.
I stood here waiting for what felt like forever for the moment to come. I didn’t need to practice what I was going to say I just need to hear the perfect words.
Hear it goes “Into this holy union Morgan and Aaron now come to be joined. If any of you can show just cause why they may not lawfully be married, speak now; or else for ever hold your peace “
Just as I was about to open the doors, a girl sped past me.
I caught myself biting the inside of my bottom lip nervously waiting for this moment.
“Into this holy union Morgan and Aaron now come to be joined. If any of you can show just cause why they may not lawfully be married, speak now; or else for ever hold your peace. “
As soon as I was about to speak the church doors busted open. To my surprise there was that chick Nicole rushing down towards me and Aaron.
“Aaron you can’t marry her!!” she yelled “We have been through so much and I don’t see how you can just put it all to the side and find a girl and marry her” She said now standing between us facing Aaron. “You try to replace me but we all know that will never happen. We were put on earth for each other. It should be me up here that you are having these vowels spoken to not her.”
I stepped back looking at Aaron who is more speechless than I am. The look in his eyes said it all, he was too lost in Nicole’s eyes to see that I left the altar.
Speeding down to the doors as fast as I could in a dress and heels, I was embraced in strong arms. My eyes were too watery to make out the face. As soon as he spoke my anger and emotions built up even more.
“Let me go” I yelled trying to get out of his grip.
“Morgan chill” I said sternly tightening my grip around her wrist.
“We have let our relationship go beyond out of order. I have watched you let another nigga swipe you off your feet make you “think” that you were in love but it all was a front” I said staring her in her eyes “Yeah I may have went off and let other girls take your spot as my girlfriend but I will never let them take the spot of being my future wife” I said.
Claps started to form all around the church.
“Now this process is gonna take some time and as you can see baby I’m willing to wait. But the question is are you willing to take my hand and walk out of this church not looking back at what you left up there, but looking at our future” I said slowly letting her go and holding out my hand for her to grab on to.
As soon as she grabbed my hand the crowd stood up with big smiles and claps along with chants.
MJ soon came running down the aisle reaching out to me and Morgan greeting us with a big smile and his pacifier hanging out his mouth.
This is the life I’m ready to live.
“Damn all this to waste” I said looking down at my dress with my lip pouted out.
“What’s wrong with you?” Chris said walking over to me and putting his arms around my neck.
“Now you wanna talk to me” I said cutting my eyes at him.
“I don’t need you stressed and my child coming out deformed” he said with a smile.
I rolled my eyes at him, and tried to keep a straight face but failed miserably.
“Shut up, stupid” I said wrapping my arms around him.
Everybody was filling out of the rows as orderly as they could to go home.
“You wanna do something crazy?” Chris asked me.
“Like what?” I asked.
“Like get married” he said with a hopeful smile.
“Chris” I trailed off, looking at him like he was crazy.
“We might as well, you gon’ be stuck with me forever anyway” he said pointing to my stomach.
“True” I said rubbing my chin.
“So is that a yes?” he said grabbing my hand.
“Yup” I said following him as we made our way to the altar.
“Everybody” Chris yelled, catching the people who hadn’t left’s attention “Come back, all this shall not go to waste”
Everybody looked at him like he was crazy and started coming back.
“What is going on?” Brandon yelled, obviously annoyed at what has gone on today.
“What does it look like?” I said grabbing Chris’ hand “We’re getting married”
First he looked shocked then shrugged “Nothing is surprising me today” he said sitting in one of the first rows.
“I’m also pregnant” I said with a smile.
“What?” Brandon screamed, and I heard gasps.
“I was wondering why you had all that” Jai said motioning around my belly.
“I was just playing” I said with a pout. Her face dropped from a smile to an apologetic frown.
“Sorry” She said lowly.
“I’m playing” I said laughing hard.
She breathed a sigh of relief and sat back to watch what was about to take place.
There was literally no order, no bridesmaids, no best men or anything, just Chris and I at the altar with the few people that was left from earlier. To be honest, that was all I needed.
Of course in the future Peyton and I will have a “real” wedding with all of our family, but it was fun to do it on a whim.
“Put me down” Peyton squealed, as I carried her bridal style to the car.
For our “honeymoon” we were just gonna go to Orlando to Disney World where I took her on our first official date. I figured that would be romantic enough for right now.
It’s crazy, just this morning I didn’t feel she was worth of two words from me and now she’s my wife. Crazy.
“I’m what?” I asked, hoping, praying that this nightmare would end.
“Guess” he said trying to make light of the situation.
Didn’t work, just annoyed me even more.
“Chris” I gritted.
“Okay grumpy pants” he said throwing the pee-stick at me.
I squirmed around and smacked it off of me. If I didn’t want to look at it a minute earlier, what made him think now was the time? No.
“I’m not looking at it” I said crossing my arms.
I know what I am. I just didn’t want to believe it. I’ve always been the type of person to try to convince myself things aren’t real by just ignoring it, and this time it wasn’t going so well.
“You’re pregnant” he said “But you knew that”
“Shit” I said slumping down into the chair. Fuck.
It sucks that I have a seed in my stomach and I’m not happy with it. I just can’t think of anything positive out of the situation except for making Chris happy. Call me selfish, I don’t care.
“Pey” Chris said lowly.
“What?” I spat, a little too harshly.
“What’s the fucking attitude for?” he asked me, I could tell he was getting annoyed with my behavior.
“Because” I yelled.
“Because what?” he said, matching my anger.
“Because I don’t want this” I said pointing to my “baby bump” “Not right now at least”
“This?” Chris said throwing his head back in surprise “That is our fucking child”
“Okay, and?” I said calmly, just to make him mad.
“You’re a bitch” Chris spat back at me “You know there are women who would love to be pregnant, especially by me”
What a cocky little bitch.
“Well, how about we have a contest and give this to a lucky winner” I said pointing to my stomach with a big smile and wide eyes.
That set him off.
“Fuck you” he said “If you weren’t the mother of my child…” he trailed off.
“If I wasn’t then we wouldn’t be in this predicament” I said smartly.
“Just shut up” he shot back “It doesn’t matter what you say, you’re pregnant, and you’re well past the point of abortion so you have no choice but to have my child”
“Sadly” I said stepping out of my clothes.
He huffed and laid down roughly. I finished undressing and put on a t-shirt no need to get sexy when he’s mad at me. I went in the bathroom to wash my make-up and by the time I came back out Chris had turn off the light and was in the middle of the bed.
I took that as he didn’t want me to be in the bed with him, so I grabbed my blanket and a pillow and went to the couch. For it to be an upscale hotel the couch was very uncomfortable. Great, for Chris to let his pregnant girlfriend lay on the couch, bastard. It took me a while but I eventually fell asleep.
I didn’t see how Peyton could not care for her own child. At the beginning of our relationship she told me she loved kids and wanted a lot of them but now she was acting like a bitch when she got wanted. A lot of people get pregnant unplanned and adjust to accommodate the child but no, Peyton always had to do shit the hard way.
After some of the stuff she said I wanted to slap the taste out of her mouth, but I remembered what they taught me in anger management. Breathe, walk away, she’s not worth it.
After she went into the bathroom, I gave her ass a hint I wanted her on the couch. She couldn’t have thought I was going to snuggle up with her after everything she’d just said to me. It wasn’t that her words hurt, it’s that she didn’t want OUR seed.
I woke up a little calmer then when I went to sleep. I didn’t want to strangle Peyton now but I still didn’t want to talk to her. She was still asleep on the couch when I woke up, thank God.
After I took my shower, and did all that good stuff I ordered us both breakfast. If she wasn’t pregnant I wouldn’t have ordered her a damn thing. I sat and flipped through channels on TV as I waited for the food to come.
A couple minutes later loud knocks rung throughout the room, waking Peyton up. I jumped out the bed and hurried to the door. The man wheeled all the food in and I thanked him before going in.
Peyton stood up, and I could see her little bump. If she wasn’t such a jack ass last night I would’ve been turned on. She only had on a tight tank top and some panties, but a bad attitude makes my dick soft.
Soon as she wiped the sleep out of her eyes she jetted to the bathroom and when she came back out I continued to eat my food and act like she wasn’t there.
“Some of this for me?” she asked sweetly grabbing a piece of bacon off of one of the plates and stuffing it in her mouth.
“Mhm” I mumbled not looking away from the TV.
“Chris” she said lowly.
I ignored her.
“Chris” she said a little louder “Could you at least look at me?”
I dramatically turned to her.
“I’m sorry about last night” she apologized.
I focused my attention back on the TV.
“Babe” she said pushing the food tray away from me and sitting on my lap.
I sighed from frustration.
“Chris” she whined “Talk to me”
“What?” I spat, giving her the same attitude she gave me the night before.
“I’m sorry” she said pulling me into her, so my head was laying on her boobs. “This is gonna take some getting used to, that’s all”
“Mhm” I mumbled.
“Can you stop being mad at me?” she said pulling my head back so I had no choice but to look at her and looking at me hard.
I just rolled my eyes.
“Please?” she asked kissing my lips gently, but with so much passion.
I called her phone a million times, left a million texts, begging her to at least talk to me and let me explain. None were returned, I was starting to give up hope. I spent an hour, at least, searching for the invitation I was given, no luck. My only hope was that Chris would tell me.
He wouldn’t answer the phone so I went over there.
“Chris” I said knocking the door.
Seconds later a grumpy Peyton opened the door.
“Wassup Ty” she said dryly.
“Hi” I said quickly breezing past her to get to Chris.
“What’s up?” Chris asked, concerned.
I motioned for him to come toward me because I didn’t want Peyton to hear and warn Morgan of what I was doing.
We both walked outside the room, leaving the door cracked.
“I need the address of the wedding” I whispered, peeking around the corner to see if Peyton was eavesdropping.
“Ty” he said rubbing his hand over his face “What are you tryna do?”
“Get my girl back” I stressed “I can’t let her leave me that easy”
“I don’t know” Chris said lowly.
“Man, Chris, you know I would do it for you” I said nearly begging now “Plus, she invited me once before but I got mad and threw the invitation away”
Chris looked at me with furrowed brows for awhile, I guess thinking whether he should do it or not but I know he will, we’re like brothers, he wouldn’t leave me hanging like that.
“Okay” he whispered.
He disappeared into the room and came back out with an invitation in hand.
“Thank you so much man” I said dapping him up.
“You know you my bro” he said “And you better get her back”
“Ima try my best” I said to him as I walked to the elevator.
The wedding wasn’t until like 7 in the afternoon so I still had a lot of time to do what I needed to do. I know I wanted to dress nice, maybe buy her some nice flowers, anything to help persuade her to not marry Aaron.
I got barely any sleep. It’s my wedding day and I have bags under my eyes. All because of Ty, he never fails to ruin a good moment, but somehow I still love him.
Maybe I overreacted but he can’t blame me for having a guard up. He’s hurt me before, who’s to say he won’t do it again?
He’d been calling me, and texting me non-stop to the point where I turned my phone off. I wanted to reply so bad but something in me was stopping me, maybe fear. He even showed up to my hotel room, some balls he had. Thank God Aaron wasn’t there; he was at his bachelor party.
I didn’t open the door, I just looked through the peep hole and listen to him beg for me to open the door so he could explain.
I got up from the bed around 11 AM to take a shower and stuff. I still had what felt like so much to do for the wedding plus make up, hair and getting dressed with my bridesmaids. Today was gonna be a long day.
Then it hit me that i’m getting married.
Today was the day, the day I planned on doing it. I’d been trying to map out what I was gonna say but I realized there is no right way to say it. Today, I’m going to break a heart. My heart ached for him already.
I planned on doing it at the rehearsal dinner, which was scheduled for today. That would be the most convenient. Everybody who was important is gonna be there, so I could let them all down at once.
For the past few days I’ve been spending most of my time with Ty. The whole time he annoyed me, and annoyed me some more about breaking this off before “its too late”.
Even though I didn’t plan on getting married, I still woke up early to do little things for the rehearsal, just in case.
I was dressed and ready to go when I realized I didn’t have my ring on. I didn’t have the thing on for a couple days, and Aaron never noticed, or said anything about it. But I wanted to return it, because it felt like the proper thing to do.
So I made my way to Ty’s hotel. When I got there I knocked on the door. He didn’t answer after a few knocks so I knocked louder.
“Ty, come on, I gotta go” I yelled.
I heard shuffling and a female voice say “No”
I took a deep breath to try to calm down before he opened the door.
“Wassup baby” he said going in for a kiss once he opened the door.
His lips met with the palm of my hand as I pushed his face away from me. He had to be a damn fool to think I’d kiss him if a bitch was in here.
I cut the corner and found a half naked Ashley lying down on his bed.
“Wow” I huffed, nodding my head at the same time.
Ty sighed “I know this looks bad, but I swear I didn’t do anything with her”
I was so mad I couldn’t even process what he said.
I grilled Ashley as I walked towards the nightstand, which happened to be right beside the bed to get my ring.
“Morgan, no” Ty pleaded “I promise I did nothing wrong”
“Fuck you” I mumbled slipping my ring back on.
“Let the bitch leave” Ashley yelled.
I never turned around to fast in my life.
“Little girl” I whispered, gradually getting louder by the word “I already owe an ass whooping, you better shut up”
“Ashley, be quiet” Ty said to her.
“Yeah, be quiet”
“Whatever” she said fingering through her weave ponytail “Just leave so me and my man can get back to where we was at”
“Your man?” I said with a chuckle “The same man who was licking me. What? Last night”
Next thing I knew she lunged at me. In mid air I punched her, dead in her mouth. She fell off of the bed holding her mouth.
The whole time Ty was just watching not even trying to break us up, or explain himself, that said enough for me.
“Don’t call me unless its about our son” I said pulling the door open roughly.
“Morgan” he said pulling me by my arm into him “I swear to God, I haven’t touched that girl in weeks”
“Sure” I said snatching my arm away from him.
I walked quickly to the elevator, I knew he was following me. Just my luck the door was about to go and I slipped in. As the door closed I saw the tears falling from his eyes.
“Fuck” I yelled, punching a hole in the hotel’s wall.
My anger management was definitely about to rear its ugly face now. I lost my girl for no reason.
Ashley showed up to my door in nothing but a trench coat, with lingerie underneath a few minutes before Morgan came in.
I told her a million times at least, to get out, nicely at that. She protested.
When I heard knocking on the door I knew I was in for it. I asked her to hide somewhere for just a few seconds, a closet, the bathroom, somewhere, but she said No. If she would’ve did what I asked I would have my girl and hell, maybe I would’ve let her suck my dick for old time’s sake, but she didn’t. So in turn, I was enraged.
“Get. The. Fuck. OUT” I gritted pointing to the door.
I was ready for her to say the word No. I was ready to choke the living day lights out of the bitch.
“No” she replied. After that everything was a blur.
I found my hand gripping her neck and loved the sound of her gasping for air.
“Do you know what you just did?” I gritted into her ear.
“Michael” she tried to say but she didn’t have the air to.
“Its Tyga to you” I said “Now, get out if you know what’s best for you”
I slowly let go of her neck and she fell to the floor coughing and rubbing her neck.
“Now” I yelled.
She scrambled to her feet and grabbed her coat and purse before running out of the door.
I laughed a little, satisfied with what I just did. That’ll teach the hoe. But after awhile I started back sulking. The idea of Morgan marrying that nigga made my heart sink and there’s a strong possibility she will now, shit.
I’m just gonna text her, call her, show up at her hotel; do anything for her to get the point.
The entire morning I’d been throwing up. Shit, anytime I ate I threw it right back up. I didn’t feel like going anywhere, but today was the day of Morgan’s rehearsal dinner.
I was dressed and ready to go after an hour and a half of preparation. I spent most of the time trying to hide the growing pudge I have, shit sucks. I wanted to look good for my baby, who was meeting me there.
I looked in the mirror one more time to make sure I looked alright before grabbing my car keys.
When I arrived to the venue it was already packed. Soon as I stepped foot in the building my eyes darted around, looking for Chris.
I was walking towards the food bar when I felt warm hands around my waist.
“Guess who?” the familiar voice said.
“Baby” I said turning around and clinging to him.
I wasted no time planting my lips onto his. We kissed for awhile until I pulled away. He smiled wide and I couldn’t resist, I stuck my index fingers in his dimples.
“Not in public Pey” he said embarrassedly.
“Shut up with the whining” I said with a chuckle.
“Who you tellin’ to shut up” he said punching my stomach softly.
We locked hands and proceeded to the food table. I filled my plate up with food, and prayed I could keep it down.
“You eatin’ all that?” Chris said with a mouthful of food once we sat down.
“Yes” I said going for the fruit that was piled on my plate, I wanted nothing else.
I was eating good until I smelled something. It completely threw me off. It was Chris’ cologne, I usually loved it but today it was making me nauseous.
“Excuse me” I said putting my plate on Chris’ lap before running to the bathroom.
I puked my brains out. All from that cologne, something’s up.
“You okay?” Chris asked.
I nodded and put a piece of gum in my mouth.
Before he could ask me questions I saw Morgan walk in. Her eyes were red and it looked like she’d just been crying but she greeted everybody like she was okay. I could see right through her though.
Since I’ve been gone Peyton’s gained weight, I didn’t wanna say anything because that’d be rude and it didn’t look bad on her, but since we’ve been together she’s always been petite.
Something’s not right, I knew it, and she never ate like she did today. She didn’t even let me pick off her plate like usual. And she threw up out of nowhere.
If I didn’t know any better I’d say she was pregnant. I usually used a condom to prevent this type of thing from happening because she claimed she wasn’t ready. But I was so excited last time she came to see me, I forgot.
I was gonna ask her about it, suggest that she gets a pregnancy test but when I opened my mouth to do it, Morgan walked in. Only a fool couldn’t see that she was crying, so I let it go, for now.
Soon as I walked in Peyton set her sights on me. Soon as she did I felt myself being pulled single handedly into the bathroom.
“What’s wrong?” Peyton asked, wiping my now flowing tears away.
I told her about the whole situation with Ty. Of course I was scolded for not coming to her earlier with my problems. After ranting about us drifting apart she decided to give me some advice.
“Don’t do it if you don’t want to” she said holding both of my arms “Being married is a lifetime commitment, that should be taken seriously”
“I know” I shrugged “I wanna do it, I have nobody else”
“You can always find somebody else” she reassured me.
“Nah” I sulked “I don’t want anybody else”
“Okay” she said, defeat in her voice. She knew ultimately it’s my decision.
With that we walked back outside. Time to get started…
Morgan walked back out with a fake smile plastered on her face. Peyton followed behind her now shoeless. Yup, something’s really not right. Peyton grabbed my hand and we made our way to where everyone was gathered at.
“Everybody” Morgan started, now holding Aaron’s hand.
“I want to thank you all for coming” she said “Tomorrow is going to be a very special day for us, and I’m ecstatic to share it with you”
Everybody mumbled their you’re welcome’s.
“So we’re gonna get started” she said “Can I get all my groomsmen and bridesmaids up here”
“Okay babe” Peyton sighed pecking my lips “Duty calls”
She disappeared into a room as the rest of us sat down made our way outside to the beach where everything was already set up. I picked a chair not too close and not too far. I didn’t totally agree with her marrying him, I was rooting for her and Ty but Aaron’s a cool guy so I guess.
After Ashley left I rushed to take a shower and get dressed. I had to stop Morgan.
First I went to her hotel, no luck. I remember her telling me where the wedding was but I couldn’t remember exactly where it was.
“Shit” I said slamming my hands on my steering wheel.
I just sat there for a while with my hands in my hands, racking my brain for the address. Until I remembered I had an invitation. She invited me but I declined and it was somewhere in my hotel room, hopefully not the trash.
After running through the game plan like 3 times I was tired. But I knew I was gonna hear it from Chris. Shit.
“Chris” I whined.
“Huh?” he asked nicely.
“Can you carry me?” I said “I’m tired”
He stopped in the middle of his walking and bent down so I could get on his back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and jumped a little so he could catch me. Once he got a good grip on my thighs I wrapped my legs tightly around his torso.
Soon as we got in the car I prepared myself for the question he was going to ask.
“Pey” he said looking back as he backed up.
“Huh?” I said as if I didn’t know what he was going to ask.
“Are you pregnant?” he said casually.
“Nope” I said quickly.
“And how do you know?” he asked just as calmly as he did the first time.
“I don’t” I sighed “I hope I’m not though”
“Why” he said “You don’t wanna have my baby?”
“Someday I want to but right now..” I trailed off “I’m not ready”
“Well, I’m buying you a pregnancy test” he said pulling into the nearest CVS.
“I don’t know why” I said with a crossing my arms.
“Just because you don’t want to be pregnant doesn’t mean you aren’t” Chris shot back.
I huffed, that was true.
When we got to the hotel room Chris made me go straight for the bathroom. I could tell he was excited, but I was shitting bricks.
“You okay?” he yelled after 30 seconds of me being in there.
“Yes” I said bringing the stick down so I could pee on it.
After I got that over with I flushed the toilet and sat the stick down so it could process and walked out of the bathroom.
“So how long does it take?” he asked me.
“15 minutes” I replied dryly.
I had a gut feeling that I wasn’t gonna like the results. The 10 minutes felt like 2 minutes to me and to Chris it felt like an eternity.
“Go look” he said pointing to the bathroom.
“No” I said slumping down on the couch.
“Whatever” he replied “I’ll do it”
I knew he wanted to in the first place.
“Pey” he replied “You’re”
“I’m what?” …
The hardest part was acting like what happened the night before and this morning didn’t happen. All his family did was tell me how pretty I was and how they were so excited for our marriage. It was like a stab in the heart every time.
“What’s wrong Mo?” Aaron asked on the way from the airport.
“Nothing” I replied with a smile.
We just got finished having dinner with his family and were about to drop them off to their hotel.
“See you guys later” I waved to them.
“Bye bye” his mom replied, her British accent strong.
My girls had just come in from California and South Carolina. Tonight was the big night, bachelorette party. I had no idea what they had up their sleeve. I was just ready to have fun and get my mind off of things for at least a little while. I planned on smoking a fat blunt and getting drunk to the point I don’t remember my name, I needed it.
When we pulled up to the hotel, Aaron came over to my side of the car to open the door for me.
“That was sweet” I said with a smile.
“Anything for my wife to be” he said grabbing my hand.
Hand in hand we made our way to the room. I unclasped my hand from his to dig in my purse and find my key. When we got in the room was spic and span. Before I left I requested that a maid come and change the linen and I left the door to the patio open so the breeze could carry out the sex smell.
“You kept it this clean?” Aaron asked in shock.
“Yup” I lied.
“Wow” he said lying down on the bed with his hand tucked behind his head.
I sat down on the bed too, making sure to be far away from him. He’s been trying to kiss me and stuff all day and I’ve been dodging them. I would feel too nasty. I was just kissing another guy a couple hours before. Just my luck he crawled up the bed to be closer to me.
“Why have you been distant all day?” he asked.
“I don’t know, wedding jitters I guess” I thought of quickly.
“You’re nervous to touch your future husband?” he asked me.
I sighed “I dunno”
“You’re weird” he said poking my stomach, trying to lighten up the mood.
“Shut up” I said with a chuckle “You love me though”
“I sure do” he said snuggling up to me.
He laid his head on my boobs, and I just played with his hair while he slept. He looked so handsome. Making it much worse for me to fathom the thought of hurting him, but I can’t deny where my heart lies. How I’m going to do it I don’t know. I fell asleep thinking about it.
“Wake up” I heard Aaron say as he shook me.
All the lights were on in the room, and it was dark outside. Damn, how long did I sleep?
“The girls are here for you” he said wiping the sleep out of his eyes.
I looked at the clock to see that it was 9 o’clock; I was supposed to be ready in 15 minutes. I jumped up quickly to let them in. I scrambled to get my clothes I was gonna wear out of my bag and get washed up.
“Hurry up” Peyton kept yelling “We were supposed to be there 30 minutes ago”
“I’m almost done” I yelled, pulling the flat iron away from my head and letting the last curl fall.
I didn’t want to toot my own horn but I looked damn good. My hair was now at my shoulders, and I curled it to perfection. I had on a tan tight dress with a fringe at the waist with some tribal style sandals, a slang over bag and some simple jewelry.
“You look good” All the girls squealed.
“You do” Aaron said licking his lips.
“You think so?” I said twirling around in the mirror.
“Yes” Peyton yelled “Now let’s go”
“Alright” I said straightening my dress “Bye” I said to Aaron as the girls all pushed me out of the door.
When we got outside a long white limo was waiting outside for us.
“All this for me?” I said pointing to myself.
“Yes, bitch” Brandon yelled, clearly he had a few drinks before he came here.
“Can we spark up?” Jai yelled.
“Yes” I said clasping my hands together.
“I came prepared” Draya said pulling out three blunts.
I got one, Draya kept one and Jai had one, and we all passed them around the limo. After all we had a while before we were going to get to where we were going according to them.
By the end of that hour ride we were all toasted as hell and being goofy. We were sticking our heads out the top of the limo yelling at random people, flashing people and just going crazy.
Then we finally pulled up to this club we were supposed to be going to. It reminded me so much of the club I used to DJ at, good memories came flooding back in.
“Is that the bachelorette?” The DJ yelled.
“Yes” Peyton nodded and held her thumb up.
“Yall this is Morgan and she’s getting married” the DJ said over the loud speaker. My cheeks immediately turned pink, I hate being put on blast.
“Aww” the crowd cooed.
“Thank you” I said and waved.
“We bout’ to get extra hype in here for her, okay?” he said before dropping the song.
As we made our way to the bar I got a lot of congrats. I thanked everyone while Peyton ordered a whole platter of shots. The bartender said she’d get someone to bring them to VIP for us, so we all made our way up to the VIP.
Soon as we got up there we were dancing on couches, near the balcony, everywhere just being ratchet. When the shots came up I downed about 4 off the top and on top of that I was sipping on a drink already.
We continued to have a good time for about an hour until Peyton; the most sober person decided we had to leave. I pouted as we made our way to the limo.
“Why are we leavin’ Pey?” I slurred “It was fun”
“I have something else planned, calm down” she said with a chuckle.
I shrugged and slouched down in the seat with a bottle of champagne I took from the club. I got bored after a while and wanted to talk to somebody.
“Hello?” he answered.
“I love you” was the first thing that came out of my mouth after I took a big gulp of the champagne.
“Are you drunk?” he said, he sounded annoyed.
“Mhm” I squealed “I miss you”
“Wow” he said, he was probably shaking his head.
“So you’re not gonna say it back?” I yelled.
“Morgan” he said sternly.
“What?” I yelled.
“You’re drunk” he replied.
“I know” I said, now getting emotional.
“Why’d you have to hurt me Ty?” I slurred “Damn, this wouldn’t be happening”
Next thing I knew the phone wasn’t on my ear anymore it was in Peyton’s hand. I guess she saw how much of a fool I was making of myself.
“Ty” she said “I’m sorry about that she’s drunk”
They exchanged a few more words before she hung up and stuff my phone into her purse.
“He’s an asshole ya know” I said to her, referring to Ty.
Soon after we pulled up to a hotel, that wasn’t mine, I stumbled out of the limo. Thank God I decided on sandals, or I’m pretty sure my ankle would’ve been sprain by now.
“Where are we?” I asked Peyton.
“My hotel room” she said sticking the key into the room.
“I have one last surprise” she said with a smirk.
She handed us everybody a stack of one’s except for me. Instead she sat me in a chair, told me not to move, and blind folded me. Then slow music started to play. I knew what was coming next.
He took my hand and guided it from the top of his neck to the tip of his pants. I couldn’t see but I knew his body probably looked spectacular.
“Damn” I mumbled.
“Damn is right” he low, husky voice said. Then I felt his weight around my hip area.
“It’s okay to touch” he said seductively. Shit, he didn’t have to tell me twice.
I took my hand and rubbed his baby oiled chest all the way to where his package was. He had on some Speedos and his dick was sitting on my lap.
“Oh my gosh” I said as I grabbed it in my hands, and then let it go quickly.
I heard him laugh, and then felt him move around on me. He grinded to the beat of the music and all I could do was sit there as he did it to perfection.
“Can I take this damn blindfold off now?” I said, now frustrated.
Somebody snatched it off my face for me and before me stood a tall, dark, handsome man. He was perfect looking. Perfect looks, perfect body, everything, Peyton sure knew how to pick em.
“So can we get a show now?” I heard Brandon yell, look at him to see his tongue half out his mouth.
“Not yet” I said pulling the man closer to me “One more dance”
He laughed and came back towards me. I held out my hand in Peyton’s direction, signaling for her to give me some ones. As the man danced on me I showered him with ones. When he finished up with my dance, two other freakishly attractive men came from nowhere and started to dance for all of us.
“Work it baby” Draya yelled throwing ones as one of the men came towards her.
“Pey, come get a dance” I said signaling for her to come over; she was sitting in a corner texting away, probably Chris.
“No, I’m good” she said shoo’ing me.
“Lame bitch” I said flicking her off.
“Whatever” she said with a chuckle.
After another 30 minutes of dancing I’m pretty sure everyone in the room was horny except for Peyton and out of ones. The strippers gathered all their money and the clothes they had on, thanked us and left.
“Well, that was fun” I said plopping down on the bed after everyone went back to their hotel rooms.
My eyes were ridiculously heavy and I didn’t even have the energy to get up from the bed.
“Can I stay here with you tonight?” I asked Peyton.
“Of course” she said throwing me a big t-shirt out of her suitcase.
I kicked off my sandals, slid my dress off and put on the t shirt.
I woke up with like a million text messages and the headache from hell. It had to be like 1 in the afternoon cause the sun was extra bright.
I threw my legs over the bed and just sat there for 5 minutes rubbing my temples. After a while I went in my purse and grabbed two Tylenol extra strengths to down.
When my headache kind of subsided I checked my phone. Peyton, Aaron, Ty and some other people had texted me.
Peyton: I went out to do some stuff with the girls. I left my car keys there for you and i’ll just get one of them to bring me to get it later, love you :*
Aaron: I know you probably had a crazy night last night, so call me when you read this.
Ty: Call me when you wake up.
I replied to Peyton and called Aaron to tell him I was okay. I could wait on Ty.
I pulled my dress back on, along with my sandals and when I pulled my hair out of the ponytail I put it in surprisingly it still looked decent.
It took me awhile but eventually I found Peyton’s rental car. It was way nicer than mine, it was a Range Rover.
I put on my sunglasses before I turned on the car. The first thing I thought about was food. I pulled into the first fast food restaurant I saw. As I waited in the drive-thru I decided to call Ty.
“Hello?” he said, I could hear MJ yelling in the background.
“Hi” I said softly “I’m at McDonalds you want anything?”
“Yeah” he replied quickly “You know what I like”
“Okay and MJ needs something to eat too?” I asked.
“Yeah, get him a happy meal or somethin’” Ty said.
“Alright” I said as I pulled up.
“I love you” he slipped in.
“I love you too” I said back before hanging up.
I ordered all of our food then waited for it. Soon as that bag got in my possession I went for my fries.
I knocked on the door a few times before letting my hand fall freely to my sides. My headache was coming back.
When Ty opened the door he was shirtless in some basketball shorts and MJ was the same except he had on a diaper. I chuckled to myself as I made my way to the bed. I could feel Ty staring at my ass the whole time.
I sat down at the edge of the bed and dug in the bag for my food and MJ’s food.
“MJ” I called out for him.
“Hmm?” he said, all into this show.
“Come here baby” I said holding my arms out for him.
He walked over to me and I picked him up and hugged him.
“Gimme a kiss” I said puckering my lips “I missed you”
“I miss you, ma ma” he said putting his hands on both sides of my face.
“Did you have fun with grandma?” I asked him as I put his food in front of him.
“Mhm” he nodded.
“Well, that’s good” I said kissing him on his cheek.
Ty was sitting by himself on the patio eating so once MJ was settled I went out there with him.
“What’s up?” I said sitting on his lap.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and tucked his face in the crook of my neck.
“You know you called me last night?” he mumbled.
“I was really drunk” I said with a chuckle “And high”
“I could tell” he said.
“What did I say?” I asked.
“You were just like you love me and miss me” he started.
“And?” I said motioning for him to continue with my hands.
“You were just like if I didn’t hurt you none of this wouldn’t be happening” he said, guilt all through his voice.
“Wow” I said. I wish I could slap myself from last night.
“It’s true though” he said “So I understand if you wanna marry him, it’s my own fault”
“Ty” I said grabbing his head in my hands “I love him but I’m in love with you, okay?”
“You can always get over me” He said with a sigh.
“But I’m not” I said pecking his lips “Who did I call saying I love you to last night? You”
“You also said” he started.
“Oh shut up” I said “I don’t care what else I said, I was drunk”
“I love you Morgan Franks” He said putting a gentle kiss on my neck.
“I love you Michael Stevenson” I said hugging him close.
I got off his lap and smoothed down my dress so I could check on MJ.
“I’m done” he said with a mouthful of food.
“Good” I said with a smile “Its nap time now”
“No” he whined.
“Stop whining” Ty said sternly closing the patio door behind him.
He reluctantly stopped resisting me and let me pick him up and lay him on the bed.
“I love you” I cooed to him kissing his forehead.
“I wuv you” He said back to me.
I finally admitted my feelings to Ty which took half of the burden off of me but telling Aaron that I couldn’t marry him was the other half. I don’t know when or how I’m gonna tell him but all I know is I can’t go through with this whole thing.
I woke up extra early to check our bags I packed the night before. Once I made sure we had everything I took a quick shower and got dressed. Next I got MJ dressed and surprisingly he slept the whole time.
I hauled the bags to the car before waking Aaron up to drop us off to airport. I dozed off in the car but woken up by Aaron nudging me.
I opened the door and grabbed MJ while Aaron grabbed our bags. We quickly made our way into the airport.
“Okay” he trailed off looking at the bags like he forgot one.
“They’re all there” I said with a chuckle.
“Okay” he said before gripping me in a tight hug.
“See you tomorrow?” I said kissing his nose.
“Yup, can’t wait” he said releasing me from his grip.
I blew a kiss as I walked away and made my way to board the plane.
Once we got on the plane and were seated is when MJ wanted to wake up. He ended up sitting by the window, which kept him occupied. I swear he pointed to every cloud we saw and told me about it. It was cute the first time but after a good hour it got old.
When we landed I wanted to kiss the sweet ground. I swear i’d never appreciated it more.
With MJ’s hand tightly in mine I made my way to the desk where I was gonna rent a car.
He kept squirming.
“Eat” he yelled with a pout.
I reached in his bag and handed him some cereal. He threw it on the ground and looked at me like ‘Really?’ I had to laugh at that.
Soon after the man handed me my key, and I hauled all of our bags to the car. Just my luck it was an Escalade, I’ve always wanted one.
“So what do you want to eat?” I looked in my rearview mirror and asked MJ.
“McDon” he yelled.
“McDonalds?” I asked him. He nodded his head yes. I swear this little boy was too smart for his own good.
I yawned as I pull into the drive-thru. I ordered what he wanted, paid and left.
Once we were settled in our hotel room I called Aaron to tell him we made it. Then called Ty to do the same.
“Hello?” he answered.
“We’re here” I said with a sigh.
“Okay, what hotel y’all staying at?”
I told him the name of the hotel and address and stuff.
“Iight, lemme talk to little man” he said.
I put the phone on speaker and held it close to MJ.
“Your da da’s on the phone” I said to him and instantly he snatched the phone out of my hand.
“Da da?” he yelled.
“Yeah” Ty said with a chuckle. “What you doin?”
“TV” he replied simply.
“Oh okay, I’m about to come see you, okay?” Ty said slowly so he could comprehend.
“Okay da da” he said brightly “Bye bye”
“Bye, lemme speak to your mama”
He handed me my phone back and continued to watch TV.
“Hello?” I said.
“He’s so damn smart Morg” Ty said with a chuckle.
“I know” I exclaimed.
“Mhm, well I’ll be there in 10” he said.
We said our goodbyes and hung up. I snuggled up in the soft hotel pillows and before I knew it, dozed off. I was woken up by MJ’s cold little hands shaking me.
“What baby?” I said groggily.
He pointed to the door. I got up and opened the door.
“I been knockin for like 5 minutes” Ty said with an annoyed tone.
“Well sorry, I dozed off by accident” I said plopping back onto the bed and pulling a pillow under my head.
“Na Uh” Ty grunted hitting my leg.
“What?” I said, now grumpy from lack of sleep and food.
“I wanna take y’all somewhere” Ty said pulling me up by my hand with MJ in the other hand.
“I’m tired though” I groaned.
“You can sleep in the car” he said.
I grabbed a room key and MJ’s diaper bag and trailed behind them onto the elevator.
We got to another hotel and I was really confused.
“Really?” I said to him once we approached the room door. “Is this your room?”
He didn’t reply to me, he just knocked on the door. Moments later a little Asian lady answered.
“Is this him?” she cooed taking MJ from Ty’s arm.
“Yeah ma” Ty said “And this is his mom, Morgan”
“It’s nice to meet you” she said pulling me into a tight hug. I was a little caught off guard but wrapped my arms around her.
“Nice to meet you too” I said with a smile.
She invited us into her room and I sat on the couch.
“Michael has told me nothing but good things about you” she said with a smile.
I looked at him and smiled then back at her.
“Really?” I blushed.
“Yeah” she said “I can’t believe this my grand-baby, I wanted one for so long”
I smiled. It was good to see that MJ had at least one grandparent.
After a couple hours of talking my eyes were heavy and my stomach was talking.
“Okay ma, I think were gonna go” Ty said.
We said our goodbyes and made our way to the door but when I reached for MJ he pulled away. Ty laughed and thought he had the magic touch and got the same treatment.
“You wanna stay with grandma?” I asked him.
He nodded his head and held onto her tighter.
“Do you mind?” I asked her.
“Not at all” she said excitedly.
“Okay” I said giving her his diaper bag.
“Behave” I said ruffling his hair and kissing him on the cheek.
“Yeah” Ty said play hitting him.
“Can we get something to eat?” I whined.
“Sure, where you wanna go?”
“Doesn’t matter” I replied.
We pulled into the next restaurant we passed by. It looked family owned, and country, the way I like it. We both got out of the car and went inside. Once we got inside it was like I was in heaven, the smell of southern food filled my nose.
Soon as we sat down I started browsing through the menu, it was so many good things to choose from. Even the drinks were hard to choose.
“Damn Morg” Ty said slapping my menu down.
“Sorry” I said “It’s just so many choices”
“So talk to me” he said resting his head on his hands.
“About?” I trailed off.
“Anything” he said, and by his change of tone I’m pretty sure he meant the wedding.
“I’m sure you don’t wanna talk about the wedding” I said.
“Why wouldn’t I wanna talk about the wedding?” he asked sarcastically.
“Why would you?” I retorted.
“Because” he said “I can’t be happy for you?”
“If you were happy for me you wouldn’t have declined to come” I shot back.
“Well, excuse me” he said getting a little loud “I’m sorry I don’t wanna see the girl I love get married to a fag”
“He’s not a fag” I said with a smirk “Trust me”
“Morg” Ty trailed off “Don’t do that”
“Whatever” I said with a roll of my eyes.
Besides ordering our food not another word was said. We ate in silence. Michael can be such a rude ass, sarcastic person and that’s part of the reason we aren’t together. We finished eating then got in the car. We rode a few minutes before pulling into this random parking lot.
“Where are we?” I asked, attitude spewing from my voice.
“Lose the attitude” Ty said “I’m sorry about earlier”
“You still didn’t answer my question” I said a little softer now.
“You’ll see” he said grabbing my hand.
He led me to a secluded beach. I automatically went towards the water; I hadn’t been near the ocean since Peyton’s party.
“It’s so pretty out here” I said taking off my sandals so I could put my feet in the water.
I stood ankle deep in the water with my hair blowing in the breeze looking up at the sunset.
I stood beside her as she looked up at the sunset and she never looked so beautiful to me. I hated that I was losing her to that nigga. I had to make today count.
I grabbed her hand and snapped her out of her thoughts. At first she hesitated to grip my hand back like it was a bad idea but she eventually softened up.
“You know I’m sorry about everything I did to you” I started “I know he probably treats you better”
“Ty” she said gently brushing my face with her thumb with a soft smile on her face.
“I’m happy for you, I really am” I lied “I’ll come to the wedding”
“Thank you” she said wrapping her arms around me.
I don’t know what came over me, but before I knew it I found my lips wrestling with hers. Surprisingly she was putting just as much as I was into it.
“No” she said pushing away from me “I’m cheating”
“I’m sorry” I said, knowing that I really wasn’t. She still loves me and she keeps trying to fight it.
“I think I should go back to the hotel” she said walking towards the car.
“Lemme walk you to your room” I said unbuttoning my seatbelt.
“That’s not a good idea” she said shaking her head “I know myself”
“C’mon Morg” I said “I promise I won’t try anything”
She huffed then nodded her head for me to come on. In the elevator there was an awkward silence. She probably didn’t know what to say and I had nothing to say, it was more so what I wanted to do.
I leaned against the door frame as she put her key in it. Once it clicked and the green light popped on she said goodbye to me and closed the door quickly.
“Fuck” I yelled, walking back towards the elevator.
It seemed like it took an eternity for the elevator to get to the bottom floor which gave me a lot of time to think. By the time it got to the bottom I caught myself pushing the button to go back to her floor. I couldn’t let my girl go like that, without answers. Tonight I was gonna make her realize she loves me.
Soon as that elevator hit her floor and the door opened I ran to her room. I knocked on the door, no answer. So I started banging on it.
“What the hell?” she swung the door open with an attitude.
I gripped her little frame in my hands and pushed my lips onto hers. I moved her back until her back was on the nearest wall and kicked the door closed. She wrapped her arms around my neck, and I carried her to the bed.
“Michael” she said sternly once I put her down “No”
“Morgan, stop acting like this” I said loudly, it seems like that’s the only way she understands what I say “You love me, not him, admit it”
“But…” I kissed her again just to shut her up, now wasn’t the time for excuses.
While our lips intertwined I pulled her shorts off, and did the same with mine. She didn’t protest, surprisingly when I pulled her shirt up over her head.
We were both just down to our underwear by now, usually I’d just go ahead and get the job done but today I wanted to take my time.
I kissed from her lips, to her jaw line, to her collarbone. I kissed from her breasts, to her stomach until I was face to face with it. I pulled her panties off with my teeth and flung it across the room. Before I got started I looked at her face, which was filled with love and lust. She looked like she wanted it, but was cautious.
First I kissed her lips. Then I proceeded to drag my tongue down her pussy. She let out a soft moan, music to my ears. I wrapped my lips around her clit and sucked it, never taking my eyes off of her. I got up from the bed and went to the refrigerator for some ice. She smiled once she realized what I was doing.
I took a piece of ice out of the bucket and drug it up and down her pussy a few times, making it really wet.
“Ty” she moaned.
I laughed a little before sucking all the water off. I felt her wrap her legs around me, and push my head further into her. I kept licking, and sucking until her knees shook, and her juices were in my mouth.
I sat up, and licked the last of it off of my lips before taking my boxers off. Before I could even do anything she grabbed my face and kissed me, hungrily.
I opened her legs wide enough for me to fit in, and got in between them.
“You sure you want this?” I asked her; if we were gonna stop, it would have to be now.
She shook her head yes.
I gripped my dick in my head and guided it into her pussy. She gasped. I missed the way she swallowed me up.
“Ty” she moaned, dragging my name out as I grinded my hips into her.
“Harder” she said digging her nails in my back.
I went harder and faster to the point where she was screaming my name. I felt her legs trembling and her moans getting louder but I kept going, I wanted to make this last as long as I could, and she could.
I rocked into her roughly, nothing but the sound of our skin clapping and her now whimpers filled the room.
“Stop” she said lowly pushing my shoulder.
I stopped and slid out of her. She pushed me down of the bed, and got on top of me. I groaned she pushed herself down on me slowly.
“Damn Morg” I said as she grinding on me, tightening up her walls the closer she got to the tip. This shit felt like heaven, better than Chyna and Ashley put together.
She bounced on my dick like a pro. I could feel myself about to bust any second, and she was about to for the second time too.
“Oh my gosh” she moaned as the orgasm took over her body.
She still rode me until my dick started twitching, then she got off and started to jack me off until I busted. She got up and went to the bathroom to get a napkin to clean me up.
After that I started getting back dressed because I assumed she wanted me to leave.
“Stay with me” she said softly.
Shit, she didn’t have to tell me twice.
I took my jeans and shirt back off and crawled in the bed behind her, wrapping my arms around her waist. This is the way things should be.
When I woke up my whole bottom half was numb from the night before and an overwhelming feeling of guilt washed over me. I felt like a nasty, cheating whore.
I gently took Ty’s arm from around me being careful not to wake him up. I went into the bathroom, and got in the shower. I never cried so much in my life. Having sex with Ty just made things ten times harder. I know him, I know he’s gonna expect more. He’s gonna expect me to leave Aaron but I don’t know if I can.
When I got out the shower, I lotioned myself up and got dressed. By the time I came out Ty was still sleep, thank god.
My phone started to ring, I went out on the balcony to answer it.
“Hello?” I whispered.
“Why are you whispering?” Aaron asked.
“Michael is asleep” I replied. Technically Michael WAS sleep, just not Michael Jr.
“Well, leave the hotel in 10 minutes” he said “I’m here”
“Alright” I said with a sigh.
“I love you” he said. My heart skipped a beat.
“I love you too” I said half heartedly before hanging up the phone.
I had a feeling Ty was listening to that whole conversation. When I came back he was putting his clothes back on.
“Good morning” I said lowly.
“Morning” he mumbled.
“You gonna get MJ from your moms?” I asked him.
“I guess I have to, you picking up that nigga right?” he said spat at me.
“Ty” I said “Please, don’t”
“Whatever Morgan” he said “You love playing with my emotions”
“I’m not, I promise I’m not” I yelled “I can’t even get my own straight right now”
“Bye” he said grabbing his phone and keys off the table.
“Wait” I said grabbing his arm.
“What?” he said.
“I love you, okay?” I said getting on my tippy toes to kiss his lips.
“No you don’t” he said pushing me away “Because if you did you would tell him what’s up”
“I will” I pleaded “I promise”
“Your promises don’t mean shit to me” he said “I’ll believe it when I see it”
He snatched his arm from my grip and slammed the door behind him.
“Shit” I yelled throwing the hotel’s vase across the room and loving the sound of it smash to pieces. My life is a mess right now.
*A Month & a half later*
Since Peyton got back I’ve been nothing but stressed planning this wedding. She was trying to take on as much responsibility as she could, but I couldn’t burden her with my wedding. So far I had the venue set, my pastor from South Carolina was coming, I picked out dresses, and they needed nothing but to be fitted, I had our honeymoon suite rented, and everything else was on Peyton.
Peyton made sure that the boys wouldn’t come out looking foolish at the wedding because she picked out outfits, she helped me pick out bridesmaids, and she ordered the cake and the flowers. I insisted on doing that too, but she convinced me to trust her judgment.
The closer the wedding got the more open I became to the idea. It hit me about after a week of planning that Aaron was going to be my husband and I had to except it. Of course I still love Ty, and he would take some getting over, but with faith I can do anything.
I peeled myself out of bed and wiped the sleep out of my eyes. Today was the day we were doing dress fittings, and fittings for our flower girl and ring bearer. Our flower girl would be Chris’ little cousin Sahara and our ring bearer would be Chamberlyn.
I took a quick shower, tied my hair into a bun and put on some sweats. Easy to get in and easy to get out, then I dressed MJ so he could come with me.
“Pey, I’m on my way” I said into the phone with a yawn “Is everybody else ready?”
“Yeah I called everybody, they said that they’re waiting on us” she said, I could tell she was tired too.
“Alright” I said before clicking off the call.
I pulled up to her house not too long after and we made our way to the bridal shop.
“Hi everybody” I said after pulling open the door to the bridal shop.
“Hey” everybody said in scattered response.
For my bridesmaids I just picked Jai, Draya, and of course Brandon’s cute self, and Peyton was my Maid-of-Honor.
“I guess we should get started” I said clasping my hands together “Should we go one at a time or all at the same time?” I said to the lady who would be altering our dresses.
“I suggest that the bridesmaids and bridesmen go first and you go last” she said with a smile.
“Okay” I said plopping down on a chair while everyone went to their separate dressing rooms.
I sat out there for a while trying to keep MJ entertained until they came out. All of their dresses and Brandon’s tux fit for the most part. I sat and watched them get their alterations to make sure they were perfect; I couldn’t have anybody bursting out of their dress, or falling out of it either.
They all changed into their regular clothes and I went into my dressing room. For a while when I got in there I just stared at my dress, it was perfect. It was long, white, and strapless, the way I always envisioned it.
“Hurry up” I heard Peyton yelled from outside, snapping me back to reality.
“Shut up” I yelled back with a chuckle as I stepped out of my sweat pants.
Once I got the dress on I twirled around, while watching myself in the mirror. I decided that I looked as good as I ever would then stepped out. Everyone’s mouth dropped, and gasps shot out of them.
“I look okay?” I said turning around.
“You look beautiful” Jai said lowly.
“Gorgeous” the altering lady said “It’s like it was made for you”
“You really think so” I said looking myself up and down in the mirror.
“Yes” Peyton yelled.
“Pey, you’re so ratchet” I said hitting her thigh gently.
“I’m just gonna tighten up the dress around your boob area, other than that I don’t see anything wrong” she said walking up to me with pins and measuring tape in her hand.
“Alright” I nodded.
“Ma ma” I heard MJ mumble, I turned around to see him trying to wiggle out of Draya’s grip.
“Yes MJ?” I said raising my eyebrow so he knew to say what he needed to say.
“Pret” he kept yelling.
“Huh?” I said laughing.
“Pretty” he finally got out, how did I not catch that.
“Awwww” Everybody said in unison.
“Thanks baby” I said blowing him a kiss since I couldn’t move and he blew one back.
Once the lady finished I got undressed and paid for everyone’s dresses. Then we all decided to go out to dinner. We all sat down together at a booth with MJ on the side closest to me in a booster seat.
“I have your bachelorette party all planned out” Peyton said devilishly.
“Pey” I screeched “Nothing too crazy”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah” she said “We gotta have fun, you’re only gonna be a Franks for 2 more weeks”
“I know” I said “But still”
I almost forgot about the bachelorette party. Even though I told Peyton I didn’t want anything big I knew she was going to do the opposite. I can only imagine; there’s probably gonna be strippers, cake, crazy gifts, or anything with her.
After we finished up eating we all went our separate ways until the bachelorette party. Tonight I had to pack because MJ & I were going to be on our way to Miami to meet up with Ty but conveniently that was where I was getting married so we were just going to stay in the hotel for the two weeks.
“Aaron” I yelled once I got into the house.
“Yeah?” he said from the kitchen.
“You cooked?” I pouted “If I would’ve knew we wouldn’t have went out to dinner”
“It’s okay” he said with a chuckle “I figured yall were out to eat so I only cooked for myself”
“Well excuse me” I said hitting his arm gently.
I laid MJ, who was knocked out in his little bed and went back into my bedroom where Aaron now was, eating a TV dinner.
“You ready to be Mrs. Aaron Cooper?” he asked.
“Ready as I’ll ever be” I said with a cheesy grin.
“Good” he said pecking my lips.
After he finished eating he helped me pack my bags for the morning. Aaron was going to be there a day later than us because he was meeting his family so they could fly together. These upcoming two weeks would be fun, stressful, but in the end would be all worth it, I think.
Soon as Aaron got the word out of his mouth I grabbed my phone.
“Shush” I said putting my fingers to my lips and my phone to my ear.
“Hello?” Peyton answered, I could tell she was sleep.
“I’m sorry to wake you up” I apologized “But this is important”
I heard some shifting around before she answered “Wassup?”
“So Aaron went to the mall” I started.
“And…” She said hurrying me.
“He saw Blair” I said “Blair told him we were friends, high school friends”
“What?” Peyton yelled “Yall never got along when we went out”
“I know” I said “I don’t know how the hell he knew I was going out with Aaron”
“We can’t ever catch a break” She sighed “I really don’t know what to do this time”
“Babe” I said motioning for Aaron to come over to where I was sitting.
“Yeah?” he said sitting beside me.
“Did he say anything else?” I asked, rubbing his back, which was now bare.
“Yeah, he said don’t forget to invite him to the wedding” he said slowly.
I scrunched my face up “Why the fuck would he say that?”
“He’s a stalker” Peyton yelled.
“Peyton, people are trying to sleep in here” I heard Chris yelled in the background.
I laughed “I’m sorry to wake yall up, I just wanted to tell you”
“Nah, its okay” Peyton said “Chris will be A-okay”
“Alright yall, nighty night” I said.
I couldn’t sleep at all last night. The fact that this crazed maniac I call an ex boyfriend is still trying to ruin my life, blew me. I don’t understand why he doesn’t understand that he’s the reason we’re in the predicament we’re in or he’s too crazy to notice. He if wouldn’t have turned into a completely different person we’d still be together, happy but I thank God every day that he was, what he was, because if he wasn’t I wouldn’t be with the love of my life, Chris.
I’d basically been up since Morgan called me. I dozed off a few times but ended up waking up only 20 minutes or less than that, later.
I yawned and stretched and got up to take a shower. I picked out some clothes from my suitcases, and trudged inside the bathroom.
I took probably the longest shower I’ve ever taken, and I spent more time thinking than anything and by the end of my shower I made up in my mind that I wasn’t gonna let Blair run my life like he did for years, because that’s exactly what he wanted.
“Babe” I said jumping on top of Chris.
“What?” He groaned.
“Why it’s only like…” he said reaching over for his phone “9 in the morning”
“I wanna go somewhere” I said grabbing his hand “Before it gets really hot”
“What the fuck is a Carowinds?” Chris groaned.
“You’ll see” I said gripping his arm tighter and laying my head on his shoulder.
A couple minutes of riding the rides started to come into a view. Then Chris wanted to stop acting like a jackass about waking up. We pulled into a park, and went to buy tickets. We bought express line tickets so we wouldn’t have to wait in line, then Chris basically dragged me in.
When we got inside for the most part it was only parents with their young children, and older people. I thanked God, Chris only had to take pictures with a few fans.
“Look” he said pointing to the North Carolina, South Carolina border that ran through the park. “I’m in North and South Carolina”
“Okay” I said holding my thumb up.
“Take a picture” he said.
I pulled out my phone and took a picture of him in the corniest pose. I swear he was like a child. Then we headed towards the first ride.
I brushed the Blair situation to the back of my mind; I already have enough on my plate right now. Today I had to go pick up MJ from Ty since he was going back on tour, and discuss with Aaron his ideas for the wedding.
Soon as I got up I went straight for the shower. After I did all of that, and got dressed I was off to get my son.
I knocked on the door and crossed my arms as I waited for Ty to open up the door. I was expecting one of his girlfriends to answer but he did and when he did I almost passed out. He had no shirt on, and his chest was glistening. I was guessing he had just gotten out the shower, and I was moist at the thought of it.
“I wasn’t expecting you this early” He said, his voice husky. My knees almost buckled under me.
“Sorry” I said “I’ll wait in the car; you can get dressed and stuff then bring him out”
“Alright” he said closing the door behind him.
Deep down inside I was kind of hoping he would invite me in, but we both knew that wouldn’t be a good idea, plus we weren’t on good terms.
I jogged back to the car and sat in it, turning on the A/C. I decided to get on Twitter to pass the time. I was so wrapped into it I didn’t notice Ty coming down the stairs with MJ. I heard him pull on the door handle then I unlocked the door. He put MJ and his car seat in my backseat and closed the door. He came to my door and I rolled down the window.
“I’ll be gone on tour for a while” he trailed off.
“So” I already knew what he was gonna ask, I just wanted him to say it.
“So, I was wondering, would you be willing to bring him to where ever I’m at when you’re not busy” he started “I’ll pay for everything”
I sighed “Okay”
“Thanks Morg” he said with a bright smile. That smile I loved so much.
“You’re welcome” I said putting my car in drive “I’ll see you soon I guess, be safe”
“I will” he said waving before disappearing into his house.
When I got home, thankfully Aaron was up so we could at least get an idea of what we wanted before Peyton came back because I know she is going to worry me to death about it.
“Aaron” I called out soon as I stepped foot into the house.
“Yeah?” he said peeking his head out of our bedroom door.
“Let’s go to lunch or something” I said plopping down on the bed.
“Okay” he said stuffing his wallet in his pocket.
I wanted to go somewhere like Zaxby’s but of course he wanted to go to a restaurant that required a wait. After a 10 minute wait we were finally escorted to our seats. We ordered our drinks then I got straight to the point of why we were here.
“So I kind of need an idea of what kind of wedding you want” I said taking a sip of my drink.
“What kind of wedding we want?” he replied with an attitude putting an emphasis on ‘we’.
“Yes, you know what I meant” I snapped back.
He shook his head and started to tell me how he envisioned us getting married and to be honest his ideas were way better than anything I thought of, but kind of hard to plan in 2 months.
In a shell, he wanted to get married on the beach at night. He wanted it to be semi-formal; nothing too fancy or too expensive and he wanted to honeymoon in Hawaii, all good ideas. I’m going to try to make all these things happen but of course but my own little spin on it.
“Well, I’ll start planning when Pey gets back” I said with a sigh.
“Why when she gets back?” He asked.
“Because I’m gonna need help, and that’s my best friend”
“I still don’t see wh-“ He was cut off by the clearing of a voice.
I turned around to see the same girl from the gas station last night. She was standing beside us at our table smiling.
“Hi Aaron” she said bending down to his level to hug him, and not even acknowledging my presence.
“Hi Nicole” he mumbled, he knew I was about to say something.
“Hi” I said holding my hand out for her to grab “I’m his fiancée, Morgan” I said putting emphasis on fiancée, and a smirk twisting onto my face.
“Hi” she said glancing over at me, and focusing her attention back on Aaron.
I breathed in slowly to try to calm myself down, the nerve of this bitch.
“We were about to eat lunch” I said waving her away.
“Morg” Aaron said, trying not to laugh.
“Am I interrupting?” she asked Aaron.
“Yes, you are” I cut in.
“Well I’m sorry about that, I’ll just call you later” she said before kissing his cheek.
“I doubt he’ll be able to answer” I said looking over at him “Bye bye now”
I leaned over the table, and kissed him deeply. I could feel her eyes burning holes through the both of us, but the hell if I cared. I had to show her that she’s no competition, at all, and she definitely can’t take what’s mine.
After just watching for a while she huffed and walked out the door. I doubt she came to eat anyway, she seems like a stalker.
“Morgan” Aaron said “There’s no reason to be jealous”
“I’m not jealous” I said quickly.
“Yes you are” he said with a chuckle “It’s cute though”
Not too long after our food came, and we ate and made good conversation, mostly about the wedding. I was gonna enjoy these few stress free days, and then I would worry about planning and everything. I had a feeling I would have to worry about this Nicole girl too.
Morgan would be a fool to think I actually give a fuck about her getting married. I said that just to fuck with her, and more importantly Peyton. This would be my last attempt to get her back. I told her I love to death, if I can’t have her I guarantee Chris won’t.
“So any specific time you wanna get married?” Aaron asked out of the sky blue. We were just laying down watching TV and having a good time and he pops up with this.
“Umm I don’t know” I say flipping through channels “Do you?”
“Since I gave you my grandma’s ring I kinda wanna do it on her anniversary” He said hesitantly. The date must be soon.
“When is this?” I said now giving him my full attention.
“In two months” he said with a small smile.
I smiled back and took in his gorgeousness. I gently brushed my hand across his cheek before I muttered the word “Okay”
“I love you” he said pulling me on top of him.
“I love you too” I said with a chuckle “You’re too cute not to love”
He smiled a wide, cheesy smile. And right in that moment he looked perfect, his greenish blue eyes were glowing under the light that shined from the lamp nearby. I leaned in and kissed him gently before rolling off him and back onto my side of the bed.
Our wedding being two months and a week away, meant I had to start planning as soon as the upcoming week. I had dresses to pick out and order, tuxes too, flowers, a venue, a honeymoon, everything to get straight. This was gonna stress me out, but in the end it’ll all be perfect. I might not have my dream man but i’ll damn sure have my dream wedding and thats for sure.
“Damn I’m tired” I said plopping onto the bed.
“Im not” Chris said with a smirk.
“Good for you” I said holding out a thumb.
“Shut up” Chris said smacking down my thumb down with a pout on his face.
“I dont know what you’re pouting for” I said kissing his lips softly “We have a whole week of being together”
“True” he said picking up the remote.
I heard my phone vibrating and reached over to pick it up off the floor, how it got there? Only the Lord knows.
“Hello?” I said into the receiver.
“Hey Pey” Morgan said sounding a little cheerier than she has usually been sounding.
“Hey Morg” I said, I didn’t even have the energy to attempt to sound as happy as she did.
“So, I have the date of the wedding” Morgan said, I could wind blowing, meaning she was probably outside.
“Oh my God, when is it?” I asked.
“April 7th” She replied.
“Thats so soon” I said frantically “We have so much planning to do”
Now I was excited. This kind of stuff is right up my alley.
“I know, im going to start next week” She said with a chuckle.
“Next week?” I yelled “No, tomorrow”
“Peyton calm down” She said “Im waiting for you to come back plus I have to get my mind ready for all the stress to come”
“Okay” I said reluctantly “I guess”
“But I don’t mean to interrupt” she said “I know you and Chris are probably fucking like rabbits”
“Boy, did we” I said laying back down on the bed roughly, landing on Chris’ arm.
“Ouch” he said pulling it from under me and rubbing it.
“Be quiet” I mouthed with a finger to my lip. He flicked me off.
“Okay babe, I guess we’ll talk later” Morgan said with a sigh.
“Okay, love you” I said making kissy noises into the phone.
“Love you too bitch” Morgan yelled.
“Bye” I said, I waited to hear her say it back and then hung up.
“Who was that?” Chris asked rubbing his belly.
“Morgan” I said “And stop doing that” I snatched his hands away from his stomach.
“Why?” he said, starting back.
“I can’t help but imagine you having a beer belly when you do that” I said holding his hand so he would have no choice but to stop.
“You wouldn’t love me if I had beer belly?” he asked.
“Of course I would” I said “But that just looks stank”
“Whatever” he said snatching his hand away from me and putting it on his side.
I snuggled up against him with my head on his chest and thats exactly how I fell asleep. I felt damn good too. I hadn’t been able to do this for too long.
Today was the last free day I had before I had to go back on tour. Chris was taking me along with him.
I really didn’t want to but I had to go pick up MJ myself because Chy wasn’t in town and Ashley got on my nerves for the week.
I texted Morgan and told her I was on the way.
I pulled up to the apartment and stuffed my keys in my pocket as I knocked on the door. When the door opened it revealed that nigga, who I was convinced was gay, Aaron in only boxers.
“Yeah, I need MJ” I said pulling out my phone so I wouldn’t have look at him.
“Morgan” he called out, leaving the door open as he disappeared in the back.
A moment later she came from the back with MJ and a diaper bag in her hand.
“I hope you weren’t having sex while my son was here” I said through a clenched jaw.
“Ty, shut up” she said pushing the bag onto my chest roughly “I would never do that”
“Yeah, I bet” I said sarcastically.
“Go away” she said pointing to my car “It’s too early to be arguing”
“Yeah whatever” I said walking to my car.
She sat there and watched me strap MJ in.
I got in my car starting it up as I looked back at Morgan again before I pulled off.
“What you wanna do today little man?” I said looking at MJ through the rear view mirror.
He smiled while kicking his feet in his car seat. I didn’t even notice that he had the DVD “The Lion King” in his hand one of my favorite movies.
“Alright, so movie it is” I said to him
“McDonalds” I heard MJ trying to say as we passed by it.
I chuckled to myself as I turned into McDonald’s parking lot I picked up some food for us and headed home.
Morgan and I decided on going out tonight since Ty had MJ. I was thinking of something different to do for her since it’s been a while since I showed her how special she was.
“I’m about to head to the mall Morg, you want me to get you something?” I yelled up the stairs.
“No, I’m okay” she said seconds after.
I grabbed my keys and left. I am really happy where me and Morg stand at right now I never thought the girl I was a waiter for would be the woman I married. It’s just weird how everything negative in my past just seemed to disappear when I met her.
I pulled up at the mall parked my car in the closest area I could get to so I could make this a quick trip. I got out placing my keys in my pocket as I made my way to the mall doors. I really hated coming here on a Saturday because females always threw themselves at me. It was cool in my teenage days but now it’s just annoying.
I made my way up the escalators with females staring at me left to right. I had seen some of them grabbing their friend’s attention so they could sit there and stare at me. I felt like being childish so I winked at a girl and a group of her friends which had them falling all over each other. I laughed at them as I made my way inside of Foot Locker.
“Dang man you got the girls lining up staring at you from outside the glass man” A guy working here said making his way towards me with a smirk on his face.
“Yeah, man I see” I said looking towards the glass where I was greeted by a group of young girls waving at me. I shook my head and proceeded to get my shoes. “But anyways, do you have the Cool Grey 12’s in a size 13?” I asked looking up at the man as I caught him staring at me.
“Yeah, let me go look” He said slowly walking away from me and never taking his eyes off of me. “Hold up what’s your name?” He said walking back towards me with a confused look on his face.
“Aaron…” I said slowly. “Why?”
“Oh “He said casually, “Do you know a girl name Morgan?” He said ignoring the fact that I asked why.
“Yeah, I’m engaged to her” I said giving him a side eye.
“Oh really? Well that’s a good friend of mine from her high school days man” He said smiling. “When’s the wedding?” he asked
“Umm… April 7th” I said taking in everything he just said.
“Alright I will be there, tell her don’t forget to invite me” He said with a smirk, before going to the back and getting my shoes.
Seconds later he came back with the box of shoes in my size. I checked inside the box making sure the shoes were good and shortly after that I paid for them and was making my way out of the store. I made eye contact with a girl that looked so familiar. I waited a couple of seconds to look back and when I looked over my shoulder she was looking at me too.
“Oh my God, Aaron it’s been so long” She said walking towards me with her arms open for a hug.
“Hey Nicole” I said smiling while giving her a hug with the one free arm I had.
“How have you been?” she asked with a big smile on her face.
“I’ve been alright” I said reading her expression. “I just got engaged” I said still looking in her eyes watching her expression change but she quickly tried to recover from it.
“Well, that’s good but I gotta go” she said rushing past me into the store going straight to the man that sold me my Jordans.
I swear ever since me and her broke up it’s like she could never find love again. I bet if we were 75 years old in a nursing home she would be still trying to get my heart back. But I must admit the past years have done her well.
Brushing the thought off, I made my way out of the mall and to my car. Starting the car and driving away I called up and made a stop by the restaurant to make sure everything was right for tonight.
Aaron was gone for about 2 hours and 30 mins which gave me enough time to do my hair and get dressed for tonight. I decided on wearing a peach color dress that showed off my little booty and my shape with some heels to match. I straighten my hair and did my makeup.
I finished 25 mins later and decided to take a couple of pictures for Instagram. I made a PicStitch and posted it for everyone to see…Including Ty, it’s so easy to make him jealous. I chuckled thinking about how his face would look. Seconds later I heard Aaron coming up the steps.
“What’s up ma?” he said placing his bag on the bed.
“Hey babe” I said turning around from the mirror.
He walked towards me placing a kiss on my lips.
“You smell good, and look beautiful” He said smiling and taking his shirt off grabbing stuff for his shower.
“Thank you” I said slowly trying to take my eyes off of him.
We pulled up at the restaurant that Aaron worked at, also where him and I met at, also where Ty and I came. I looked at him trying not to show that I was kind of concerned that not only did I already have memories with another dude here, but that we were the only car parked here.
I opened my door slowly and stepped out looking at the restaurant. Aaron came to my side of the car and grabbed my hand.
“I know what you’re probably thinking right now, but relax baby it’s a different night.” He said as we walked towards the doors. He unlocked it with a key he had and we walked into the lobby area.
“Stand right here” He said as he walked into the darkness.
He better be going to turn the lights on because I am not about to walk any further without seeing where I’m going. Seconds later I heard water in the far right corner of the restaurant along with low melody from the speakers around the room. Slowly lights started appearing from the back of the room to the front. I looked around once again amazed at the art work and detail this restaurant had.
Aaron showed back up and we walked to the back of the restaurant by the waterfall. He sat me at a table a quickly disappeared. There was a note on the table that read:
“As you see we are in fact the only ones here I have food prepared in the back that I specially made for you that I know you would enjoy, from appetizers to dessert. So just relax and get comfortable cause daddy’s gonna take care of you tonight”
I laughed at the note and folded it back and placed it down on the table. I didn’t expect him to do all this. He is making this whole restaurant look different from when Ty brought me here. I looked around at the outside almost forgetting there was a waterfall in the back. I stood up and walked towards the glass window admiring the view. I had a flashback to when Ty and I were standing there and MJ moved around in my stomach.
“Ughmm” Aaron cleared his voice as he rolled out a cart with about 8 trays on it full of food.
“Hey” I said chuckling and sitting back down at the table.
He placed a plate of rolls on the table with a side of melted butter just the way I like it, along with a plate of toasted bread with cheese dip, and strawberry lemonade to make it even better.
“Yummy, my 3 favorites” I said with a smile.
He took two plates off the cart for him and sat down and started eating too.
Ever since we finished our appetizers you heard nothing but forks hitting our plates. When I got to my main meal I covered my eyes and he placed chicken Alfredo in front of me. When I opened my eyes I almost did my happy dance before digging in my plate. Everything was so good he even let me eat off of his plate I don’t think any man has ever done that for me, especially not Michael’s greedy ass.
“Alright, now time for desert” He said getting up and walking to the cart. “I mean if you don’t want any I can go throw it away and we can leave” He said while playfully moving the cart towards the kitchen.
“Boy, if you don’t bring that cart back” I said motioning my hand for him to come back with my finger.
“Okay, fatty” He chuckled while I covered my eyes for the next surprise.
As soon as I heard the plate hit the table I popped my eyes open. It was a big chocolate brownie with ice cream on top of it along with fudge decorated perfectly over the top. I couldn’t even talk I just had to have it in my mouth. I took my first bite and the warmness from the brownie greeted my mouth mixed with a shock from the ice cream.
“Oh my God, baby this is so good” I finally said after I was half way done with my dessert.
He laughed as he finished up his dessert.
“Damn, I sure do feel sorry for the dude who has to wash dishes tomorrow” I said as Aaron locked up the restaurant.
“He will be okay” he said chuckling.
“I’ll drive baby it’s the least I could do for you tonight” I said grabbing the keys.
We got in the car and made our way home.
“Aye, I need to go to the gas station” Aaron said 15 mins into the drive.
I pulled up to the nearest gas station and parked as he got out. There was a girl in the car next to me who was staring at Aaron like she didn’t see me sitting in the car. I rolled down the passenger side window and yelled out to her.
“Um, bitch you can stop looking now he is taken.” I said to her.
She looked at me and rolled her eyes before rolling her window up. These simple minded hoes better act like they know. Aaron came back to the car and exchanged more than a couple of words with the girl that was parked next to me.
“Who is she Aaron?” I said before pulling off.
“Man that’s my ex Nicole from a while back she cool baby don’t worry” He said looking at her car.
“Whatever” I said before pulling off from the gas station.
The car ride was mostly silent when we got home we both went straight upstairs and took off our clothes.
“Oh yeah, babe I almost forgot to tell you I ran into one of your high school friends at the mall” He said taking off his shoes.
“Who” I said thinking of who it could be.
“His name tag said Blair, or Bla-ire” Aaron said pronouncing it 4 times, his accent was fucking the word up.
My mouth dropped how the fuck did he know who Aaron was? I have to call Peyton.